Is twin flame love easy? Hell no! It is so intense. It feels like your insides are breaking apart. And maybe they are. Maybe my DNA is expanding and changing. Everything I thought I wanted becomes a reality and the reality is not what I imagined. Committing to a person is the scariest thing I've ever done. I don't know why. Maybe the fear of losing yourself or of the destruction that would happen if it ended. Some would say that this must not be a true twin flame relationship. I don't care what they say. The only person who knows if you are in a twin flame relationship is you. And for me, it brings up my biggest fears so that I can heal them.
I'm sure each pair heals different ones. Ours happens to be fear. And our core issue is learning to trust the universe. So, to me, my twin flame relationship allows me to face my fear of being lost, broken, destroyed if I were to be 100 percent vulnerable and committed. If it were some other relationship like a soulmate, the love and pull just wouldn't be strong enough for me to care. The fear of pain would not be worth it. It would be easier to be on my own than let myself feel vulnerable. But i have been alone so long and my soul wants unity. So i am doing everything i can to do it.
She stood there, on the hillside. Naked, her long hair blowing in the wind. Her black eyes were wild.
This was surrender. His heart was pounding and he felt like he was being pulled to her. He felt like his chest was splitting open. It was time. His chance to give in completely. He thought she was half crazy and he felt himself going mad along side her. He dropped to his knees a few feet from her bare toes. She reached out and put her hand on his head. They knew it was over; the struggle. Their souls were finally ready to let go and experience pure unity.
When we decide to break free of our fear, there is only union on the other side.
